Lolz….
Distraction is funny, I’ve never really checked other girls out until now. Since I’m no longer taken or is involved.. I see girls in a whole new perspective. I guess they’re not so bad after all…. befoer I never even gave them a chance. I just classify them into the same group as I would a male friend. Now.. I guess there could be something to them but meh… im not rdy to move into another relationship. I’m still trying to get over my current one. Its funny how we don;t even talk anymore. I guess… in a few more weeks, I would be totally over her.. my progress amazes me.. well now Its all thanks to Zhenni for helping me out and all my other friends. Thxs. and CO… thank god for CO. but to tell you the truth.. if she came back to me.. I might just forgive her.. but thats only 35% chance I woudl do that. Cause now… she’s gonan have to win back my heart if she chooses to come back… lets face it. My arms arent wide open for her anymore. I’ve been hurt enough. My barriers are nwo placed back up and im happy with just myself. Its amazing how she tore through my barrier and got straight to me. lolz, yeah but its back up now and even tougher than before.
