My thoughts

So, today two of my friends and I went to see “staying alive”. Neway let me just say I woke up so early today, her puppy Binky.. woke me up by opening the door to her room… then he lays down as flat as possible… and slowly scooted his self over to me as if he was atempting to get to me as steathly as possible… which was funny cause I had half my eyes opened slightly. Watching his movement the whole time. Which I regret later cause once he got real close to me he licked my face >.

Distraction is funny, I’ve never really checked other girls out until now. Since I’m no longer taken or is involved.. I see girls in a whole new perspective. I guess they’re not so bad after all…. befoer I never even gave them a chance. I just classify them into the same group as I would a male friend. Now.. I guess there could be something to them but meh… im not rdy to move into another relationship. I’m still trying to get over my current one. Its funny how we don;t even talk anymore. I guess… in a few more weeks, I would be totally over her.. my progress amazes me.. well now Its all thanks to Zhenni for helping me out and all my other friends. Thxs. and CO… thank god for CO. but to tell you the truth.. if she came back to me.. I might just forgive her.. but thats only 35% chance I woudl do that. Cause now… she’s gonan have to win back my heart if she chooses to come back… lets face it. My arms arent wide open for her anymore. I’ve been hurt enough. My barriers are nwo placed back up and im happy with just myself. Its amazing how she tore through my barrier and got straight to me. lolz, yeah but its back up now and even tougher than before.